[For this year’s
Valentine’s
Day series, I decided to share some of my blog’s early Tribute
Posts on teachers I have loved. Leading up to a special weekend post on a
very special teacher!]
On staying in
the room.
There were ten of us in the room
when the first class began, a typical size for an upper-level
English-department seminar. We were all juniors and seniors, all English or
History or (like me) History
and Literature majors, and I’m sure that we were all expecting it to be a
challenging semester—the class was focused entirely on the Puritans, the books
were plentiful and weighty in every sense, and the professor was one of our
nation’s most esteemed authorities on the topic and a notoriously demanding
scholar and teacher to boot. But I don’t think any of us were ready for what
went down on that first day. There were no introductions, no “Tell us your name
and House and one interesting thing about you,” no going over the syllabus; the
professor and his graduate assistant came into the room and handed out a
50-page photocopied reading, the prof said that we would have about forty-five
minutes to read it and then we’d have an in-depth discussion, and then they
left again. And did I mention that the reading was in that old-style font, the
one where all the f’s look like s’s? There were six of us in the room by the
time the prof and assistant came back, and then it got really tough.
Professor Alan
Heimert was a few months shy of 70 that spring, in the fifth decade of what
by any conceivable measure was a monumentally successful and influential
career. Few works on the Puritans, the colonial or Revolutionary eras, or
religion in American identity and life have made as significant an impact as
did Heimert’s Religion
and the American Mind: From the Great Awakening to the American Revolution
(1966); his co-edited collections The
Great Awakening (1967) and The
Puritans in America: A Narrative Anthology (1985) remain the gold
standard for teaching about and understanding their topics. He taught the
Harvard English Department’s gateway course, English 70, for over thirty years,
introducing untold thousands of undergraduates to the rigors and rewards of
literary scholarship. He served as the Master of Eliot House for that same
period, the thirty-three years between 1968 and 1991, one of the longest
tenures of any Master, and in that time influenced the college experiences and
lifelong successes of tens of thousands of other undergraduates. The History
and Literature program bore and still bears his stamp in innumerable ways. All
of which is to say that by late January of 1998, when I sat in that seminar
room struggling over a Puritan primary text and awaiting his return, Professor Heimert
could have been forgiven if he committed slightly less than 100% of his
energies or attention to the six of us who stayed in the room.
But once Professor Heimert
returned, for that remaining hour and a bit and for two hours every week
thereafter, he stayed in the room with us as well, entirely and wholeheartedly.
It’s impossible for me to describe the combination of emotions that I felt
every week in the few minutes before he entered the room, knowing as I now did
how immediately the rigorous questions and challenges and discussion would
begin and how fully they would occupy my world for those next two hours. I was
definitely intimidated; I’m not the type to stay quiet for two hours (a fact
that I’m sure shocks absolutely none of you), but I knew that everything that
came out of my mouth in there had been well-thought-out and grounded in the
texts and ready to be pushed and prodded and revised and reshaped and honed
into something a lot smarter than it had been. I was also excited; I could feel
my understanding and analyses, not only of the specific materials and ideas but
also and more meaningfully as a reader and thinker and talker and writer (I
haven’t even talked about the weekly journals and the amount of red ink that
they’d contain when we got them back), developing and deepening over the course
of the semester, so that when I walked into the hour-long oral exam in May (an
hour equaled in rigor in my college experience only by my senior thesis
defense), I felt worthy to sit in that room with Professor Heimert and talk
with him about some of the most important American texts and figures and ideas.
Professor Heimert passed away in
November of that year, making me one of the last students to have the great
fortune to take a class from him. My teaching style is about as distinct from
Professor Heimert’s as you can get; my first classes feature introductions and
a chance for every student to tell us a bit about who he or she is and some
main highlights of the syllabus and semester and a very informal and
non-threatening bit of writing. But I learned from him a lot more than just the
intricacies of “saved by faith alone” and declension and the Halfway Covenant;
I learned what it really means to stay in the room, to be for that time each
week as fully a part of my classes’ communities as I can be.
Next amazing teacher
tomorrow,
Ben
PS. Teachers to
whom you’d pay tribute? Other loves you’d share?
Hello, everybody. Haven't posted in a while. Sometimes I get side-tracked with other things, and sometimes I forget I have it as an option altogether.
ReplyDeleteA comment/post to pay tribute to a teacher? No problem: First of all, I have to take a little time to talk about one unforgettable teacher I had back in 1984-1985... my senior year, Weston High School, Weston Massachusetts. His name was Donald Burke. The class: Advanced Placement Physics (this would become my major field of study as a freshman at Worcester Polytechnic Institute... coincidence? I think not).
Most of his class period was run pretty much as any typical high school physics student like myself would have expected. But then Mr. Burke would do something I had never seen before as a student... and have to this day have never seen since... in a science classroom. At the end of every class, like clockwork, the 'teacher' Mr. Burke would choose 3-5 student volunteers from the class to explain - one at a time - their own answer, using their own words and diagrams, to each solve one (1) of the assigned homework problems for the day at the front of the class... while he sat quietly in the back of the room and observed everything.
To this day, I just don't know how Mr. Burke learned how to do that, in his classes. To this day, I just don't know why no other teacher I ever had didn't use that technique so religiously.
A teacher who was unafraid to think - and to work - outside the 'teacher' box.
A teacher demonstrating first-hand... preparing his students the best way he knew how - whether his students like me realized it or not at the time - to really think for themselves and feel comfortable and confident with that.
If a person calls themselves a teacher and they're not preparing their students every day to think for themselves... what - other than rhetoric - are they doing?
Let me think about this teaching thing some more and get back to you later - Roland Gibson
Thanks, Roland--really great memories and details to share, and much appreciated.
ReplyDeleteBen